Rant: My Metal Health

TRIGGER WARNING: Candid portrayal of my mindset!

My mental health switches between high as a mountain and deep down in the core of our earth. I suffer from tourette syndrome since i was a little kid and it was really hard for me in especially in school, while growing up within a life you don't really understand, I mean i didn't knew i had tourette syndrome, until a doctor who knew about it, told me and my parents, that i have this rather rare sickness (not a lot of people suffer from tourette, some may have some tics,but that's far from what i went through and had to experience. Overall i feel like im not a part of this influences, hollywood, stars and actors, fashion, etc bullshit world, that turns, as really psychopathic people in high positions with a wage that is simply unacceptable, seeing the third world suffer from thirst and all other kinds of illnesses, but in actually they deserver an equal part of OUR WORLD. I honestly swear, that if i ever get the power, i would instantly destroy all big companies, all countries uniting the world as one, every religion, all the senses technical trash we proudly creat(ed): CARS, WEAPONS, DRUGS, ETC and much more the strange and crazy things ordinary humans do. Im living a life that doesn't suck out our planet like we did never before, but nobody thinks about our kids, the future, they have to deal with all the trouble we'Re constantly causing by just living a "normal" life. Human kind is doing a damn deadly awful and completely sick harvest to OUR MOTHER EATRTH.

When you grow older you realize that less is really more in terms of metal health, because the option to deceide, mostly between an immense amount of products, that all do pretty much the same in the end, really stressed me so much, that i felt a real pain in my stomach. Sometimes when i want to create something its totally strange i WANT to work on my games, BUT if my tourette and ocd brain says no it leads to cruesome bad feelings and real pain in my stomach, so that i just cant work on anything. These are the days i despise my existence, but on other days i work on my games or any other art or stuff for whole days feeling lucky. For me not every day is the same, thats why i have such a big problem working in a common job, because on some days i just CANT, but tell this your boss..... well a lil view from the crazy realm of X.

Last But Not Least:

This really cool -X-ScornGames Logo has been created by Sapling-Games, I'm currently thinking about how and where to use it.

Contact:

• https://westream.at/xx696
• https://xx696.itch.io
• https://www.youtube.com/@DrFaustrecht
• https://www.twitch.tv/xx696
• https://www.indiedb.com/company/xx696
• https://gamejolt.com/@-X-ScornGames
• https://x-scorngames.newgrounds.com
• https://sketchfab.com/XX-XX
• https://discord.gg/YCbvSQ55Qy